recently there are alot of negative stuff happening around me.

people who dun cherish their friendship n relationship is the worst of all.

i cant help but feel like slapping them.

how can u over a small unhappiness throw away the whole damn relationship or friendship?

i work from morning till night. working 3-4 hours of OT everyday. when i get home i just sleep. i'm missing out in all the fun with my friends. but i cant help it. u have all the time n yet ur not making use of it to bond with ur family n friends. ur love ones.

today angela came down specially to find me for lunch. it was her treat. thax girl.

i mean. how nice is this? how often do people bother to spend time just meeting for less then an hour to sit down n jus eat n chat.

it was great. we had mos burger.

my point is. that i appreciate that my friend bothers about me. cares for me. saying they miss me when they dun see me often.

and some people just throw it all away.

and i just totally hate it when u go somewhere or do something with friends or family when in the first place u have no interest nor was really happy to have met up to gather. you went after much persuasion. U went and end up you keep blaming others. telling them it they who force you to come and made the whole evening an unhappy one. asking why you couldnt choose a day where it could accomodate to you and only you when everyones fine with it. even if they might not be in the first place, they still made the effort to go and not complain. u have a pair of legs which are fucking only attached to urself. dun say ur being forced cuz no one pull ur hands or legs to FORCE you there. if some one did transport u to somewhere

thats by FORCE.

and also dun put the blame on others when the problems lie in urself or maybe other party but u just choose to just vent it and blame it on another.

i love my friends. when i say love i ment if we aint friends anymore it will make me real depress and i will feel i have lost something important.

we do quarrel like couples, have different views, disagree, say hurtful things at times.

but real friends dun just say "I GIVE UP". Thats what you call a friend.