u know what. i went out with my boy today yeppie!!

actually surpose to go shoppin. in the end i bought nth.

today went to collect his computer but he forgot his receipt. so cannot collect. =[ then he bad mood. take it out on me lo. talk to me so fierce then so beh song lidat. make me so sad. i walk away wanting to ignore him. i was on the verge of tears le.

then went downstairs he smoke. ask me to go home. make my sadness worst. i cannot control n i cried. i seldom cry in public 1 eh. but i cannot control. CRYBABY =P then he wanted me to go home by cab. i dun wan. waste money. so i offered to jus go home myself while he go do his own stuff. i insisted on not taking a cab cuz he go out with me spend alot of money le. dun wanna spend sumore. esp when his pay have not arrived.

then i jus followed him walk walk walk to bencoolen. expected. i knew he wanted bubble tea. but my throat is itching n sore. so i rejected the bubble tea. u know what. when he reached there. he already control his temper n mood n was nice to me. so touched. while he bought his bubble tea. i saw 2 couples. 1 was feeding her gf bubble tea. the other was luffing n fooling ard n huggin each other while buying bubble tea. haiis i wish for the same too. to be sayang by my boy. but my boyfriend dun like PDA((Public display of affection)). not that i like la. sometimes it sweet n nice to do that.

then we headed for parco to catch a movie. he decided on charlie n the chocolate factory. i wanted to watch wedding crashers actually. but i watch want he wanted instead. $9.50 per tix wor. heartpain for my boy. but the movie session was nice. i was able to lie on his shoulders while whiching the movie. nth else can beat that. being able to watch it with him was the best part of movies. not the show itself. thou the movie was great. after movie we went on to kino to look at afew books. n left.

he offered to walk me to my bus stop even thou its quite far. then u know what. surprisingly, in the end he sent me home. SO TOUCHED!!! [[ note : i know u guys have bf doing that kinda stuff like always or everyday for u. thou my boy doesnt always do that. but having tis once in a moon beats everything. k simply say i'm too easily contented ]] my boy had motion sickness *HEART PAIN* sorry dear my house too far. then he went home by himself. i slept on his shoulder for the whole journey. shiok. ahahs =x

am worried he did not reply my sms. mayb he's asleep cuz he's real tired. if not i will grumble y he nv reply. I HATE IT when he ignores or not reply my msges. sometimes i jus dun say. but once i cannot take it i will flare up on him.

all along in our 4 years of knowing and loving each other. i jus wish u my dear would - love me with ur WHOLE heart
- pamper me abit more [[ not spoil me ]]
- give me surprises
- hug n kisses me always
- stroke my hair. sayang my head.
- make me luff
- jus spending time with me.
- be proud that i'm ur gf thou i'm not as attractive as other girls
- try as hard as i am in tis r/s

Lastly, dun take me for granted.

THATS ALL.

I LOVE U MR TAN. DUN TAKE ME FOR GRANTED AH! IF NOT.. u sud know. xP sometimes. in life. theres no take 2. once u lose the chance. it will nv have a 2nd.

sometimes love jus aint enuf. but for now it is. =] cuz i love him load. i du expect him to fly. jus take the steps. even if its already 4 years n now ur on the 3rd floor. i'm hopin to see the 10th then the top floor soon. I HOPE. =]