Jayce Tan Kai Xin
<3 Perfumes ( Burberry Brit Sheer!! )
16 Yrs Old ^^
23 January 1987
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Wishes for 2008!!
<3 Slim Down
<3 Digital Camera
<3 Eat Crab
<3 Perm my hair
<3 Holga Camera
<3 A better job
<3 Sing K
<3 Eat sukiyaki
<3 Oven
<3 Eat steamboat
<3 Visit the Dentist
<3 Learn Singing
<3 Driving Licence
<3 Mr Right
<3 More time with friends
<3 Improve on my dance
<3 More people who teng me
<3 Gucci Bag/ Branded bag
<3 Go JAPAN
<3 Go KOREA
<3 See DBSK Live!
<3 Digital Camera
<3 Travel!!
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sometimes i wonder. how many real friends do i have?
how many friend who will really go all out for me when i need em.
i not quite sure now.
my life. is like so fcuked.
sometimes i wonder how people could be nice to u at 1 min n might be nasty behind ur back. callin u names n stuff. thou they r so called ur best or good friends.
if i were to need em one day. who will come n rescue me?
but 1 thing i can say for sure. in this world. friends r not forever. realistically speaking. u can only depend on urself.
but i know in my heart i have like 8 friends who i can depends n count on. but the rest of my friends. i guess i'm jus a friend. to hang out n have fun with. not hug n cry with me kinda friend.
its so sad to have to think bout such stuff. but i know someday i'll need a shoulder to cry on. i'll need a listening ear. i can sacrifice my sleep my time for a friend. somehow or rather i wish my friends can do that too. but i know i seldom open out to my friends. even my best friends. cuz i do not like to tell my problems as i feel. no 1 understand sometimes. haiis. confused.
i know i can never depend on him. i tink even if one day if i were to need him. he will not be there. cuz he never was. i wonder why we are together. i wonder alot. but i jus dunno how to break it to him sometimes. i wonder if my love has already faded. the way he treat me. obiviously shows alot. alot. no matter how much i want to deny. i cant anymore... he always only have time for himself. wat about me? i'm like jus a toy u know sometimes. when he's bored. he'll take me n play with me for awhile. but once he gets bored of me. there i go.
i know i'm whining here. i know what i should do. i know if this were to happen to any of my friends. i'll ask em to break up with him. but it aint that simple. it nv was. if it was. i would have done that 2 years ago. i feel after 4years of hurt n pain. i've learn to see. more clearly how ugly this world is. really...
so tired having to work always. not having enuf money nor time to enjoy like others. haiis. i need a break from this world.