Jayce Tan Kai Xin
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16 Yrs Old ^^
23 January 1987
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<3 Holga Camera
<3 A better job
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<3 Learn Singing
<3 Driving Licence
<3 Mr Right
<3 More time with friends
<3 Improve on my dance
<3 More people who teng me
<3 Gucci Bag/ Branded bag
<3 Go JAPAN
<3 Go KOREA
<3 See DBSK Live!
<3 Digital Camera
<3 Travel!!
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i'm jus a past. his past. his ex.
i have no hope for anything anymore.
dunno how to believe anything anymore.
dun wish to move on. knowing other guys or whatever.
but i guess he could.
i dunno.
i really dunno anymore.
maybe it was jus 1 sided all along.
1 sided for 2yrs+ long.
i've gave up so much stuff for him. haiis. mayb to him its not how u treat him. if he dun love u , cherishes u, or remember u always. no matter wat u do won't help the situation.
its really good to be beautiful. then mayb by then guys would b flockin over n be so devoted n faithful to u. treat u good. willing to dig out time jus to see u. the power of beauty.
i have none. cuz i cant even capture his heart. no matter how hard i tried.
it hard to breathe. maybe i dun deserve to be love. maybe.. i dun feel like loving anymore. so tired.. sleepless nights.. swollen eyes.. everyday its a routine.
am i as happy as i was before. i dunno. hopefully i will be.. will be when the time i have forgotten all the hurt. the sadness. the words he said. the things he did do n did not do. my utmost regret is not being able to let him love me more. let him cherish me like i was the only special 1 in tis world. but i'm not. i'm easily replaced. guess i am like tat. to him..
saw his blog. saw a girl. my heart broke. the words i saw. my world ended. everything has ended. i must not pretend i didnt see it. i must not deny to myself that he has already moved on. i jus hope to die.
his care n concern. issit all jus for show? i dunno what to believe anymore. i'm jus nothing to him. even if i were to die. he'll still be a happy man.
even when we're together. i guess he has already replaced me with her. no matter wat i did for him in the past 2 months. was not special at all. not anymore. was never.
i jus want to be alone.................. jus say u never loved me before. jus tell me the truth. i will not appear in ur life anymore. i will not complain anymore. i will not love anymore. i will not remember anymore. cuz i've died. jus empty.
i will nv be the girl he wants to love to miss to care for. will nv be.......