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Jayce Tan Kai Xin
16 Yrs Old ^^
23 January 1987
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Saturday, January 15, 2005
1/15/2005 01:44:00 AM

hais. y do people only cherish whe its too late. lately LiSheng aka my 2rd ex bf which we were together for about 2 years msged me. even thou he dumpeddid not want me, i still kept in contact with him all these years. DAMN HOW DUMB CAN I GET. anyways i luv him alot at tat time. so being friends with him was a good thing as i can still be close to him n not total lose contact n ignore him for the rest of my life , like how i did to my 1st ex. IGNORED him for like 4 years. damn hell well he deserved it.

anyways in this 3 years, we have been like friends going out at times and smsing each other good night. nothing much. till these few months. he keeps sms me. saying he anna meet me miss me. saying its all his fault last time n regrets the break up. i was like WTF?! after 3 years u telling me tis now, HELLO! I MENDED MY OWN BROKEN HEART KIES!! NOW U WANNA TAKE IT N SMASH IT AGAIN. talk to my hand.

i know in my heart i will always love him but i know we have no future together. i will not be in such a position where i couldn't see myself marry that guy whom i want to be with. i know i young blah blah blah. but i will not take relationship so easily. ITS HARD FOR SOMEONE TO CROSS YOUR PATH. let alone be ur friend or even bf.

n its also hard for a good guy to come by n looks within u. not on the surface. i know i'm not miss perfect on the insides either. but i dare say i'm a good girlfriend. have been n always will be. but i learnt my lesson. being a too good girlfriend will be taken for granted. SERIOUSLY. girls should be pampered, loved and adored. i couldn't agree less.

he called me dear dear, i was like we r not bf or gf. call that so funny lo. n ask him to stop. he was sad that i replied like tis n said that he wud stop calling me that. N NOW I FEEL BAD. rejections. how many people can boldly face it.

hais. i rejected him once le. now i jus hope he wun ask for a patch again. DAMN. Y CAN'T HE LOVE ME TILL NOW. we might be even happily married. HE HAD TO BE A BIG FLIRT N HAVE HIS WAYS. N DUMPED ME. i'm not ashamed t be dumped. NOW WHOES THE ONE REGETTING IT. definately not me.

waiting for someone to melt my heart. hais. can't foresee that anytime soon.

going around in circles;